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HAFIZAH;
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-I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.


I can't swim on my own

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Sunday, 28 September 2008

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CIK JUN.
MY DEAREST AUNT (:

hey there,
i know you are probably not reading this cos its private.
anyways you dont even know i gotta a blog.
but i just wanna say,
happy birthday and may all your wishes come true. (:
thanks for all your advice + concern + all and other stuffs.
i think you the best best best aunt in the whole wide world. (:
hahaha.
anyways, stay happy always and smileeeeeeeee.
cos its your birthday today, BIRTHDAY GIRL.
im soooo uber sorry cos i didnt manage to get anything for you.
BROKE laa.
ahahaha.
but shall make it a belated present yeahh?
byeeeee!

hee,
i wanna put your pic but thennnn,
i realised that i dont have any of your pic.
how sad.
i wanted to ask f\zodd or meer but there probably are sleeping.
and i wanna post exactly at 12.
so its okay laaa.

TAKECARE LOVE!


12:00:00 am

Friday, 26 September 2008


So if you're not moving on,
You can have the past,
& I'll keep the Change.
:/
The greatest gift in all my life,
is knowing You.
The greatest gift in all my life,
is loving You.
The greatest gift in all my life,
is serving You.

i miss you. thats all (:
my poa, they suckkk.
im prepared to fail poa.
blabs.

7:58:00 pm

Sunday, 21 September 2008


i know this is my second post of the day. i was waiting for the show to buffer. im done with tuesdays with morrie. oh well pretty sad. i cried. haha. now im gonna watch its a boy girl thing. my friend says its a nice show and a must watch show. soooo since i've got nth to do, might as well watch some nice shows. i know exams are coming and i should start revising, but when i start to flip my notes and books, i started yawning. what to do. i've got no one to motivate me. things haven't been going out pretty good. im sure im gonna flunked my EOY this year. im not paying attention in class. i've not been doing my homeworks and all. mom says i've been getting lazier after gotting a maid. oh well, maybe i really have. i want to study hard and make mom proud. i want to pass my exams with flying colours. i wanna make all those who cares for me feel proud of me. i wanna have a good life. i wanna be the perfect girl. i wanna try and be the one. & lastly i wanna get over you. all this things that i've wanted, i already tried but i failed. im such a failure. looking at not good life, makes me wanna have a boyfriend. a boyfriend that could always be there for me. during my ups and downs. looking at all my friends who has a boyfriend, makes me wanna have a boyfriend more. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
kak sheila, lets go and find a boyfriend each together yeahh?

I'VE GOT TO STUDY REALLY HARDDDD!
break a leg. to those who are gonna take exams sooooon. (:

&









9:35:00 pm


A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABANGGGG!
& MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
I used to think friends were the only one who could make me smile
When i met you, every day seem fine
Soon both of us got happy and rush despite the time
how i wish we could got together and you became mine
After months we got into a couple of fights that i wish we could refine
I put up with your attitude and i gave in everytime
You never seem to mind, all the efforts i put in last time
I hate this thing called love, but without it there's nothing to make me smile
I blame it on you cos you changed my life a whole mile
Now i think i'm going to be senile, no?
I love you still.
i act like i've moved on
but actually im still stuck in the past.
haiyoo.
why do i keep runnig from truth?
all i ever think about is you.

12:44:00 pm

Friday, 19 September 2008




I DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING.
I SCREWED MY ENGLISH PAPER 1 JUST NOW.
STRESS.
):

5:20:00 pm

Saturday, 13 September 2008

I SCREWED MY ENGLISH ORAL EXAM!
;(

5:40:00 am

Sunday, 7 September 2008

aww, i miss my cousins already ):
oooh, finally back home from aunts place.
gosh how much i enjoyed myself there.
first, on the saturday, i went studying with Amalina.
wanted to study at first but after flipping our maths textbook, we went really sleepy.
guys, if you cant sleep, go study.
it will make you feel really sleeping and you will start finding yourself yawning. haha.
then, around 5.30 we went back homeee.
Amalina went back home but i went to aunts place. (:
on saturday at my aunts place,
reached there about 6++
and soon its time to break fast.
hah, there was ALOT of FOOOOOOD.
the place were really full with food.
we started eating then just chit chat and watched teevee.
we were bored and i asked Kak sheila and zodd, to go to the shop with me.
we went to 7-eleven.
we dont know what to buy at first but at last we decided to buy maggie.
haha. i bought chicken curry, Kak sheila and zodd both bought tom yum.
nice nice (:
we didnt eat upstairs instead we went to the nearest void deck to the 7-eleven.
hah, we had lots of fun there.
we pretended to be maids and tries to speak their language.
oooh, it was really fun.
the most funny part were that on the way to the void deck, Kak sheila were holding the umbrella since it was rainig so she had to prevent Dian from getting wet.
and and, the wind was blowing really hard that time and Kak sheila just couldnt hold the umbrella. and it went crazy.
the metal thing at the umbrella was bended, i guess.&we just couldnt stop laughing.
if you were there, you could see Kak sheila face.
how panic she was and embarrased. hahaha.
oh oh, we had a fun time bullying zodd too. haha.
then we headed back homee to aunts place.
too bad Kak zahra were not there or it will be more fun. next time. after her O levels yeahh?
soon, its sleeping time. (:
on sunday at my aunts place,
first thing in the morning, at 4.30, we had our sahur.
i was the one that woke everyone up.
how nice ((: haha.
then in the afternoon, all parents went to Geylang and kids just stayed home.
Kak sheila cooked daging kicap and me, just some simple one. haha. soup.
nevermind im still in progress of learning to cook more better dish.
after cooking, we watched The Golden Path. some repeated chinese shows.
and when advertisements, we tried taking some jump shots.
haha, it was really hard to take really nice jump shots.
Kak Sheila and i tried jumping and jumping while Azzmeera & Azzeeda tried taking the picture but, almost all were not nice but some were okayy laa.
i shall upload it soon when i already got the pics from Azzmeera tomorrow.
then at 7 we had our dinner.
many were not fasting. haish
whatever laa.
then then, we sit around, watched teevee and its time to head back homee.
the saddest part. awww.
and now im back home and were updatingg.
oh shit, im not done with my homework. all of them.
how how?
nur laila are sure gonna start nagging.
im so dead.
aiyo, tomorrow is the day i dread the most.
monday, school starts and theres afternoon assembly thats gonna make me really sleepy and bored.
im not ready for tomorrow.
if only the holidays will never ends.
how nice (:
okay okay.
i gotta sleep now before mom starts nagging.
nites people.
lovee cousins, takecare yaw.
we shall meet up again soon okay.
i will miss you guys.

10:29:00 pm

Saturday, 6 September 2008

yes, im going study with dearest Amalina.

I decided to go to civic library at Woodlands with Amalina since its nearer to her house.
thank me Amalina for being nice.
anyway we will be having dinner at my aunts place at Woodlands so its nearer for me also lah.

we will be sleeping over at my aunts place so i wont be able to post the pictures i will be taking with Amalina but i will post it on the very next day.

meeting her at Woodlands mrt at 12.
dont be late yeahh?

oh, i turned down Shafikah invitation to follow her and other primary friends to Geylang.

why? because
- im lazy to go there. its so hot there and im fasting.
-i didnt woke up for sahur again.
-im going study with Amalina.
-im breaking fast at my aunts.
-& im broke.

although Shafikah wanted to buy me dinner, i dont want lah.
paiseh eh.
but still thanks for being really nice.

Asiqin, you still owe me chocolate yeahh?

♥lovee friends, sorry for not going yeahh?
next time i promise.

alright, im going to start preparing my stuffs for laterrr.

takecare♥.

yes, i will be serious when i study later.

9:13:00 am

Friday, 5 September 2008

oh im boredd.

today i was at home the whole dayyy.
abg went out with Khaleed to break fast at Geylang. they got fast one meh? hahah.
abg asked me along but then i didnt want to follow sooo i stayed home.
mom went out early in the morning for her briefing for her new job.

CONGRATS mom for finally getting a job. (:

nothing much happened today.
the maid? she was pretty nice. she did everything that was told.
i wonder how would i cope if i were to get that kind of job?
crazyy. haha.

well, tomorrow i will be going out to study at Jurong library with Amalina.
yes, i will take photos with her and blog about it. (:
oh im so looking forward to it.
aiyo, i've been studying but nothing goes inside my mind. haha.
how? exams are coming and i've yet start revising.
homework are still waiting for me and i've not even finish any single of them.
SHUCKS.
im soo gonna buck up and start racing with the time.
YES, I will study hard.
a bit too late yeah to start now? oh, whatever.

okayy, i shall stop now.

p.s/ zodd, i saw your blog and im sorry about your late uncle. may he rest in peace yeahh. (:


10:09:00 pm

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

OH HELLO, to dearest salmahhhhh.

hmm, didn't really do anything today.
probably just chat at msn and phonee.
thought of going to holland and study with jeslin, butt was cancelled cos she planned the time toooo late.
so, i didn't go.
but then, we changed it to this saturday.
tomorrow i might have a primary gathering.
but if its too far then i will not go.
im broke too. left with just 8 bucks.
HAH? what to eat? maybeee not going laa ah.
theres netball tomorrow yaww.

SALMAHH there, HAPPY FASTING YEAHH?
iloveyou.




8:42:00 pm

Monday, 1 September 2008


♥ the PEANUT FAMILY.

you can see my family there. and, yea im at the extreme right hand corner. looks pretty ugly yea. haha. oh whatever.
i don't want to make a blog in the first place but then, neh. maybe i should. having a blog might not be so bad after all. haha. and soo this is my blog.
shit, im uttering nonsense. crap.

school holiday are no relaxing holiday people. homework are waiting for us. i wonder, will i be able to pass my EOY? oh, my mom will just start nagging if i FAILED. theres eng, sci, malay, and maths. those main subjects. but theres still more, combined humans and poa. Wah, stress ah. i must BUCK UP! yes, start studying and not start blogging.


i better start doing it now before its too late.
BYEE!




6:50:00 am