Hafizah's

Friday, 27 February 2009

lets go catch a movie sometime. its been so long since we last went to the movies. maybe, hes just not that into you? okay okay?

6:47:00 pm

Thursday, 26 February 2009

life's bored when you know you've got nth to do. just slacked and play Facebook. ):

anws, the family is no longer that close. so many things that i didnt wanna happened just had to happened and caused some misundersandings. :l the family spirit we used to have is no longer there.

those childhood memories whereby we played catching, block catching, masak-masak, ali-bomb? and moree under the void deck while our parents will sit at home and *gossip* among themselves. those times when we said, "i dont friend you lah." i also dont want friend you! :P" are just so childish yet so cute. those times when we're still small and innocent are like the best time man. just did something wrong and you can get away with it. cos why? they will say, "aiyah, small kid la. give chance." now if they say we small kids. they will reply, "small kid your head la!" HAHA. and will try to prove them wrong. and those times when we're still so young, we just wanna grow up fast and have more freedom. but for now, i just wish tt i can be young and innocent again. free from school, and free from problems. able to enjoy life with my cousins and friends. playing under the void deck and catching one another happily from morning till noon. playing heart-attack, popeye the sailor man, baby check. you dont know whats that? HAHA, deprived childhood uh! oh gosh, time really past by damn fast. im going to be six-teeeeen soon? wow man, six-teeen and next seven-teeeen and it goes on an on. cheh, i guess thats life lah uh. you can never know whats going to happen next. you can be good friends with her and the next moment you find yourself quarrelling with her over small issues and it will be a big problem and sooon will start to ignore each other. and be strangers. childish? but it happened to me before. what can i do? i wonder. only my friends understands me. they are the best uh. i love them. :D

6:52:00 pm

Wednesday, 25 February 2009

Pastamania after school was greaaaaat!
thanks Kak Emma for the treat. :D
love ya.

anws, i just took a quiz from facebook abt how old youre actually are. and guess what, they say im 5 years old! WAHLAO. but if small girl were to take this quiz, HAHA! i bet its 5 months ah. am i right Zonn?

8:18:00 pm

Tuesday, 24 February 2009

i know ive told everyone abt how bad today morning was. i even told my form teacher lah! nvm, im gonna tell you guys again. so you see, i really had a bad morning. great uh? what a tuesday to start with.

i had to bathe with cold water cos the damn water heater was not working. *5am you know!
i had no socks to go to school! -.-
i had to reply someone msg urgently but my damn phone went totally blank!
i switched it on and i freaking cant sent msgs!!
after school, was all set to go for Netball and they had to cancelled it.

how great uh? but nvm, the ending was not tt bad i guess. cos i think i laughed alot kay. and when i say alot. means really alot. HAHAH. dont get it? nevermindddd. (:

oh ya! ytd ard 3 in the morning i think i saw it. damn scary kay. i never wanna see it again. really freak me out till i cant sleep. maybe tts the reason why i had a really bad morning. :l

anws, it was fun imitating Yiying. the way she seat in class and how unglam she always look! HAHAH, and it was no fun imitating me. you dont know how to imitate me ah! HAHAHAH. nvm, i love her still. :D

and Adeeeeeeeel, lets have cold rock soooooooon! kay kay!! :D Zonnnnn! youre an asshole today. cos you make me laugh real hard. Seleneee, youre quiet today. HAHA.

wondering, will i still be in contact with my dear friends even after 10 years down the road? i really hope so. cos they are like the bestest thing you can ever have. i just love my friends. gossips, teasing one another, throwings stuffs at one another, imitating one another and playing cards. sounds childish uh? but i like it. i still want this teenager life to go on and on and on and nvr stop. :l

make a pact? sure? i hope so. :D

6:45:00 pm

Monday, 23 February 2009

having Frolick and playing cards at the same time was damn fun.

lets try cold rock next time kay?

:D

8:02:00 pm

Sunday, 22 February 2009

mean C! :@
she said my pet look like me. how mean uh? :@
you dont know meh? i follow you one? HAHAHAHAH.
but still she said smth tt make me smile. hahaha! she said i love you. so rare of her lah! -.-
anws, not angry lah.

11:54:00 am

im off to study today with Adel and Yiying. :D

9:53:00 am

Saturday, 21 February 2009

watch the video. kuda kepang. like chinese, they have lion dance. we have kuda kepang. abit scary lah. cos they will beat the ones there. and might even chase after those wearing red colour tee i guess. ask your malay friends, they will know.

some of the photos can see they beating them using idk what. HAHA. and the video abit blurry. sorry uh, my phone quality sucks. :l

so, today Saturday. planned to go studying with Adel. but cancelled it cos my mom didnt allow me to go out. so yea, im rotting at home today. she found it out and she started nagging at me. she said if my father allow then i can keep it. so yea, my father said up to you. he doesnt really mind. (:

now raining, hmm. would be perfect if i had a cup of hot chocolate in front of me. and not forgetting movieeees. how cool uh? but neh, i dont think ill be doing it. just dont feel like. Ns are cmg up. prelim and stuffs. i guess i better start mugging. not wait till march or what. gonna be alil too late. but i dont have the mood to study. flip the pages and nth comes in. might as well i just switched on the teevee and watch cartoons or what right? okay uh, i think im gonna watch teevee. byeeeeee! have a great weekendssss guys.

2:39:00 pm

Friday, 20 February 2009

im not on anyones side. not trying to advocate it either. :l

anwsss, i will miss Zonn alot. ): takecare kay.

2:59:00 pm

Thursday, 19 February 2009

my hao peng you. (:

school was boring, all was two periods. but most of the teacher was absent. teacher not there = us, nth to do in class. just slack and played cards. we were like some gamblers la. everwhere also bring cards and played. just tt we dont gamble. HAHA. today we were scolded by Dawson security guard for playing cards there. HAHAH, how lame la. we went other places to play and we saw smth shiny. HAHAHAHHAHA. better dont say. its disgusting. wah, i still cant do the rubber band trick sia! of course lah, the one teaching me teached me wrongly seh. nvm, i will do again tmrw. HAHAH.

7:23:00 pm

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

went to Queenstown stadium for heats 1.

to you, i dont like when you disturb me in front of your whole friends.

6:52:00 pm

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

how great. just as i thought tt maybe today i should go for training, the announcement came. theres no Netball for the whole weeeek. how great uh? idk whether i should be happy or rather sad? HAHAH. i think im happy! (: anwssss, ive been thinking alot. idk whether im a good friend or not. can be trusted or not? i, myself dont know. :l and today, idk whether its my fault or Yy's. tsk! i think i was super rude lah kay.

after quarelling in class. %$%^&*(^^&*

Hafizah: wah! idk why today you damn sensitive and damn fucked up sia! (very rude of me uh!) ):

Yiying: what i doooooooooooooo? (and give me tt look) ):

sorry Yiying. i know im damn rude lah. and i like to tsk you. HAHAH. you know what im talking abt lah kay. so yea, i was saying. idk whether im a good friend or not. HAHAH. but what i know isss, i think all my friends are like damn nice la. and i like all of them. really. not trying to bootlick or what. im lucky to have you guys. really lah. dont just smile lah. im serious kay! so yea, i love you guys. (:

so today, i stayed back at school to study for maths testsss and poa. and as per normal. having Selene as my study partner, of course lah i cannot study! HAHAH. we were like talking all the way lah. or you can say had a heart to heart talk. i like having heart to heart talk. butttt, not the serious one lah. so yea, after tt met up with Deanna and Tan. went Dawson and off we went homeeee. we walked home. how niceeee. i love having long long walks. but must be with someone talkative lah! HAHAH. so you know lah. my study partner talkative or not uh. Seleneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:D :D :D :D :D

i want sheeeeshaaa laa. ):

8:25:00 pm

Monday, 16 February 2009

i will get over it. soon, just give me time.

thanks Selene for just now. love expert uh? HAHAH.

thanks Kak Sheila for making me realise too. how many times i must act just to get it? hmm, i will get over it one lah. slowly i will.

PROMISE. (:

and, heh. i did smth idk good or bad. but confirm will get scolding one! HAHA.

7:01:00 pm

Sunday, 15 February 2009

hold my hands, and be my bestest friend forever.

will you?

6:51:00 pm

how easy? you said:

bcos its not meant to be.

u really mesti learn to accept n let go
its part of love.

cool.

you simply dont understand me. :l

takecare and i hope she will be alright. (:

apathetic and tired. fcuk it.

12:11:00 am

Saturday, 14 February 2009

dear you, i wrote your name into the sky, but the wind blew it away.

i wrote your name into the sand, but the waves washed it away.

now i wrote your name into my heart and forever it will stay.

to you, happy valentines day. (:

12:00:00 am

Friday, 13 February 2009

the porridge in our school sucks. it makes me vomit just now. ):

idk why but i think i should just give up.

often times i feel like giving up. each time i fall i wanted to give up. i gave up on my dreams and even gave up on myself. waves are inspiring, not because they rise and fall but because each time they fall, they never fail to rise again. to win, i needa try. try till i win. (:

im afraid of being alone. you thought im brave. but in actual fact im just a coward. no, i dont have everyone by my side. ): you said, and if you feel alone now, im here for you. awww, thanks honey. (: i love you.

it sucks. fcuk the ********.

6:15:00 pm

GOOD MORNING!
in a few mins time, im gonna bathe and get ready for school. :D
to dearest Caleb, all the best for today total defence day kay. i know you can do it. so yea, dont worry. i will support you. and oh, i will try take pics for you kay. i will TRY. HAHAHA.
i cant wait to go sch cos why? i get to meet my dearest friendsss. :D
okay laa, i wanna bathe alr. byeeeee! love!

5:47:00 am

Thursday, 12 February 2009

sad/angry/pissed? idk either. you name it. :P

4:51:00 pm

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

i dont like my ytd and i dont know why. ):
i guess i should have known it better.
its okay, i will carry on. smiling. (:
sometimes i wanna call you.
but i know you wont be there.
and im sooo lucky to have such good friends who were always here for me. thinking back what Zonn and Yiying said just now, made me feel very fortunate. lucky tt ive got you guys. awww, i love you guys. (: h.

7:27:00 pm

Monday, 9 February 2009

weekendsss;
i can now ride bicycle ah. shut up. i know im soo slow. 16? and now only you start to learn how to ride a bicycle? i suck la. BUT, now i can eh. its just tt i panic when i see anyone in front of me. tell you guys what, tt time i nearly kissed a guy when i fall down. -.-" so paiseh laa. but HAHHA. cik jun still cant ride bicycle.
anwsss, i enjoyed my weekends. it was super fun laa. went to take a look at my new house at Yishun. it was okayy luh. sleptover at cousin's place. damn shiok ah. wanted to have movie marathon but, heh. i fall asleep in front of the comp while watching. HAHAHA. tired la.

here goes my mondayyy;

late for school together with Zonn and Adel. first time ah this year. (: assembly cancelled. me and Zonn head down to Tamp to fetch my younger brother. slacked there for awhile at my aunts place and went to the Tamp library to return books tt ive borrowed. i mean overdued books. :l

and otwww back home, Zonn and my brother Ibrahim had so much fun. they can get along quite well. and Zonn bullied my brother. ): HAHAHA. kidding la.

alrights, ive done updating, now i just needa finish up my two last malay hmwk. (:

8:26:00 pm

Friday, 6 February 2009

heyyy-helloooo-hiiii!

HAHAH, bear with me. im effing BORED! ):

fri, after sch and straight home? how boring uh. well, tts how my fri is today. just slacked awhile at Dawson. HAHA, i didnt study for SS ytd! idk whether ill pass or not. *cross finger* hopefully i will. i didnt leave any qs anwss. yeay! AND HAHAH, PE today was alrighttt. we ran four rounds at the clarence ville? and heh, i didnt stop you know. Napha? cmg up soon. gotta train my stamina. :D

for netball, i can only wish you guys all the best. although so far we only won 1 match and 2 lose. its okay la. theres still two more match cmg up. :D

so yeah, all the best uh. for me, im just gonna concentrate studying for my Ns. mcm fhm, everytime wanna study, open book and closes it again. end up, watching teevee or doing other stuffs. HAHAHA. but aiyah, POA teacher reminded us again.

MS POA: you guys think tt you guys still got alot of time uh? theres only 6 more months eh. tts not alot kay. and give tt look. *-*

aiyahhhh, each teacher will come and stress it on us.

MS ENGLISH: you guys noe anot, i spend hours doing this slide and what i get? *putting her hand at her forehead* tts it la kay. i give up. HAHAH.

MS HAFIZAH: HAHAHAHA. now im telling myself. i wanna study and passsssss. TM, stop disturbing me laaa.

ouch! bslfbp8gb hurts laaa. i know you know kay. got blister sia. ):

sat sun plan. go where? i think im gg library and return books. then study abit. i hope ill really study and stop playing cards. i hopeee. and with Caleb coaching me for Poa, i think i can laa. hmm, should i go. or should i dont go? i dont knowwww. i hate making decisions cos ill end up deciding on wrong things. kay, i suck! and sigh, a few more days and im settling in Yishun. kay la, quite a good thing. cos ill get to meet *ahem*. HAHAHAH.

AAAAHHH, BOREDDD. ask me outtt!

5:22:00 pm

Thursday, 5 February 2009

BABY DANI :D

school was okay luhh. except tt most are 2 periods. ):

and omgggg, my physics teacher are so meannnn. dont like her. HAHAHA, her face damn funny la 5 yrs agooo. LOL. anwssss, tmrw no mt. HAHAH, happy :D. cos i dont like mt too! its so boring without friends. soo, looking forward to tmrw. and yeah Yy, if youre reading tis, im reminding you now not to forget to bring PE tee tmrw kay! and oh! the shorts! Adel didnt turn up for school today. cos she overslept! HAHAH. okay la, i needa study for SS. theres test tmrw. byeeee!

5:02:00 pm

Wednesday, 4 February 2009

backkkk from Calebbb house. :D
we had lotsa and lotsa of fun. we laugh, we joke and we even gossip. andddd, camwhoredddd. HAHAH. its so fun when youre together with your goodfriends. too bad Selene and Adel not there. and i still cant believed it lah. tt i actually did smth really retarded with Caleb just now. HAHAH. we even took a video of it. but i deleted it cosssss, i look really ugly there. HAHAHAH. Zonn cant be bothered with us. she just continue reading magazines. seriously la, we was damn childish. ate this popiah roll at her house till got headache. heh, 6+ we went back home. i hope we will have more quality time together again. sooon, or maybe after our Ns? tsk! talking about Ns, aiyah. damn scared la. idk whether i can make it or not. but what i know is tt ive start studying lah. ABIT. but its smth good right? and just now Chem test paper was alright. i think its 50/50. i think i will either just pass or fail badly. :l
i lacked C-O-N-F-I-D-E-N-C-E. ):

HELPPPPP!

*I NEED HELP.

*I WANT TUITION.

*I WANNA PASS MY Ns.

& THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR.

7:01:00 pm

Monday, 2 February 2009

I MISS YOU GUYS. ):

see lah kak Zahra. dont want take photo with me. ): cannot add you in. anwsss, i miss you too kays. (:

in short, i miss my cousins.

8:05:00 pm

head down to town with Kak Hanis & Ain ytd.to get smth from dk where. the cookies were greattt. thanks. reached home ard 9? i think.

anwssss, back from sch and are super tired. this morning dk why but i was angry. idk why la. but if i did offend anyone, im sorry. abit hot tempered la this morning. :l but things went out pretty well after school starts. (:

went to study for AWHILE and off me and Zonn went home. and can the school please change Geog lessons before recess or smth? having Geog at 12.20pm really sucks. makes me yawn. O:

~~disappointed with you.~~

5:50:00 pm

Sunday, 1 February 2009

Pasir Ris Park.