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HAFIZAH;
going on seventeeeen,
hafi-zah@hotmail.com
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
6:58:00 pm
Monday, 29 June 2009
be someone you want to be not who you have to be.
alrighttttttt. school's school. nothing new. except that our school canteen are now open. like finally. but the queue today was like effing longggggggg. so, i decided to give it a pass. stayed back after school to do our English essays butttttt, hahahah. standard. we end up talking, singing, helping one another taking photos. hahaha. Mr Tay like give up on our class already laa. its like he's teaching us for the sake of teaching. we're really slacking now. ughhhh.
wowwwwww. the H1N1 thingy is really getting pretty serious. i think theres like 451 cases now. i hope my mom will takecare of herself when shes at work cos her work requires herself to get close to all that patients. :l im not suprised if one day, my whole family have to be quarantined. but, hopefully won't la. hahahah. i think our school is gonna start conducting lessons through Internet. yayness! HAHAHAHA. but i think its not a good idea also cos, i'll end up chatting/fb-ing/blogging/watching online shows/bloghopping! hahaha. at least when im at school, i still do pay attention in class. okay, most of the time la. hahaha.
i hope things will be alright soon! i wanna see you and go watch Transformers with you. youve promised me already. we've hooked our pinkies right! please please please takecare Kak Sheila.
:(
8:19:00 pm
Sunday, 28 June 2009
life doesnt hurt until you think about, how much things have changed, who youve lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault. - how true. :(
MY ONE MONTH HOLIDAYS ARE GONE JUST LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!! :(
9:16:00 pm
MY ONE MONTH HOLIDAYS ARE GONE JUST LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!! :(
planned to go studying with Tan Yiying buttttt, al last we didnt. instead we went to the Flea Market at Mount Sophia. damn packed. and theres alot alot alot of people. okay laaa. not tt much. but its really crowded la. and plus the hot weather. :l i dont think i wanna go there anymore. HAHAHAH. the flight of stairs, really scares me. super high k! but hahah. im the most active one there. heeeeeeeeee. :D Yy and Selene was panting! okay la. me too. not as heavy as theirs. HAHAHAHA.
after awhile, we got really bored there and head down to Plaza Sing. cos theres nothing much there and its really stuffy la. oh! i saw Kak Sheila toooo. she got a stall there la. together with her friends. how cool.
OH OH OH! i was scam for TWO times! one at Kfcccccc and another at 7eleven. how unlucky. anyways, school's starting tomorrow. received a message from Mr Tan. regarding what to bring for tomorrow and stuffs. and ahhhhh, not forgetting out timetable. tsk! but luckily he forgot to add abt report book. HAHHA! i dont think im gonna show my parents my report book tonight. maybe this morning before going to school when shes still sleepy. this trick always work. buttttt, not sure whether this time round will work or not. :l
I CANNOT IMAGINE IF I SHOWED THEM MY REPORT BOOK DURING THE FIRST FEW DAYS OF HOLIDAYS. I BET THEY WILL GO !()&%$^&*( ANDDDDDD, IM BOUND TO GET SCOLDED BY THEM. PLUSSSS, NO MORE GOING OUT. THANK GOD I WAS SMART ENOUGH NOT TO SHOW THEM MY REPORT BOOK. HEHE.
im really really really not prepared for school laaaaa. esp, the part whereby i've to wake up like 5 in the morning. sheesh. alot alot alot of things not done. but still, im excited to go school cos i'll get to see my friends. haha. :( my shoelace not done. hahaha. im quite suprised cos this time round i actually washed my shoes. hahaha. if not for __, confirm my shoe still damn dirty. -.-hahaha. and oh i still havent packed my bag, i dont know wheres my stuffs, my pens and all. i know we've got like 30 days to pack, but i keep delaying till its finally THE DAY. which is tomorrow. its okay la, how long can it take? all that would prolly takes about 10-20 mins la.
wow, my mom just cut her hair. bob! omgoddddd, not nice!
i shall go bathe now and go watch Incredible tales. thennnnn, i'll get ready my stuffs. hah!
lazy upload photos uh. one or two only. hah.
okayyy,
Goodnights! (L)
9:16:00 pm
if life was so easy, where would all the adventures be?
the party was alright. most of the girls there was wearing dresses. i feeeeel soo ... not girl? HAHAHAH. i didnt get to take peeks with the birthday girl. :(
but thats alright. i took alot of photos with other people. HAHAHA.
peeeeeeks time! i will update again once ive got the the rest of the photos. :D
2:07:00 am
the party was alright. most of the girls there was wearing dresses. i feeeeel soo ... not girl? HAHAHAH. i didnt get to take peeks with the birthday girl. :(
but thats alright. i took alot of photos with other people. HAHAHA.
peeeeeeks time! i will update again once ive got the the rest of the photos. :D
didnt get a chance to take photos with Kak Sheila. :( she was really busy snapping photos here and there. tskkk! after the parttttty, head down to Kak Nisa's place to seeeee my newborn nephew. heeeeeeeeee. damn cute. i wish i could take his photo but zzzzz, my phone no more batt. what a timing right!
anyways Safiul, thanks for accompanying me all the way till ive reached home. :D
Goodnights.
2:07:00 am
Saturday, 27 June 2009
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
if you love something, let it go.
if it comes back to you, its yours.
if it doesn't, it never was,
and its not meant to be.
now where you when i needed you the most?
thanks for not replying me when i needed you oh so badly. you said when youre sad, text me for im your diary. bullshit.
nahh, dont promise me stuffs. cause i know you know that its all empty ones.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
11:28:00 am
Friday, 26 June 2009
now that youre at campppppp, no one entertains me everynight like how you used to. acc me till i fall asleeeeeep. ughhh. im so glad youre back today. i miss you like %^^&* k.
:(
:: i give up on you. when you feel like youre okay alr, then text me. i give up.
11:05:00 am
:(
:: i give up on you. when you feel like youre okay alr, then text me. i give up.
11:05:00 am
Thursday, 25 June 2009
will update when ive got the photos. :)
thanks. i had fun with you!
if only ive got no class today. and no meeting for you at hougang!!! :(
then we could have stayed longer.
//it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is.
4:44:00 pm
Wednesday, 24 June 2009
HAHAHAAHHA! im so happy. cos why? i met him! who? someone i love laaaa. the one ive been thinking of everynight! i love him and yes i do! my hottie hot boyfriend. i finally met him after 48578687 years. and i swear i miss him. ALOT K! suprise call from him asking us, (me and diqin) to meet him. a pity abg wasn't free. :( so its not completeeeeeeeee. you wanna see the peeeeeeks? hahah. relax uh. tt bf of mine is my dad la. -.-
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
i know. i dont think we dont look alike. but he really look alot like my brother. i mean the first one. he's soooooooo dark now. eee. haha. had dinner at Northpoint. i gave it a pass cos ive had mine at home earlier on. . i love the part when we were talking abt the times we used to sit together talking. like talking abt the time i skipped school when i was in primary 3 and that makes him really angry. and not talking to me for almost 3 days k! dad always said, youre like my princess. and your big brother, will always protect you. must always tc of yourself k. and tc of your lil brothers too. k?
dad: is there anything you want? tell me.
h: hmmmm. (i wish i could said, i want you to stay by my side everyday. can?)
dad: soooo? nth? you dont want anything?
h: nahh. i dont want. :)
kikin: oh i want .. bla bla bla.
i wish he didnt have to ask me tt qs. so i wont keep thinking abt it. :(
wanted to stay on buttt, he gotta go. he send us home and off he went. i wonder when are we gonna meet him again. :(
Goodbye.
hah. i think my fonts colour damn ugly. haha. who cares.
11:46:00 am
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
i dont wanna be the middle one. i hate it when i have to be the middle one cos im afraid i will screwed things up. i dont wanna pretend cos im afraid of being caught. i dont wanna lie but sometimes i just have to keep to my promises. ive tried many things but still, ive a feeling tt everything is not gonna work out like the way i've planned. cos i know the rest is up to you.
im afraid you will scold me when youve learned the truth. cos i know i shouldnt be helping someone else. but i cant help it. im afraid of many things. i wish you were not like this cos youve left me such a big task. im not up to it you know? im really afraid you will do stupid things. f it la. when things get screwed up, i feel damn useless cos ive failed to help you. and i'll start blaming you. i wish someone is right here now. i mean, here to listen to me. its getting personal. i guess i should stop.
Goodbye.
if you can read, keep it to yourself. Thanks.
12:58:00 pm
Monday, 22 June 2009
Father's day;
Pizzahut! Abg's treat.
Before we went over to Selene's place.
Under Selene's void deck.
time flies damn fast. school's gonna reopen soon. homework's not done yet. ugh. my fun is gonna be over. ANDDDDDDD, i still havent watch my Drag me to hell laaaa. nevermind. if im not going to watch with my friends, i will watch it with Abang! :D i will miss these June holidays laaaa. :(
2:38:00 pm
Sunday, 21 June 2009
done!
i hope you enjoy this small suprise we had for you. though it was an unsucessful one. :(
too many things i wanna updateee. but hahah. lazy. besides, i dont have all the photos yet.
go view Selene's bloggy! she've got all the photos and everything. :D
3:05:00 pm
Saturday, 20 June 2009
Happy Birthday Selene!
I hope you will enjoy this very day k!
lots of ♥ ,
Pea.
11:44:00 am
Friday, 19 June 2009
damn random.
that time in class.
(Yiying singing dk what song. singing happily cos can see from her expression.)
1:09:00 pm
that time in class.
(Yiying singing dk what song. singing happily cos can see from her expression.)
H: actually uh, you sing not bad leh.
Yy:(about to say thank you)
H: but if you dont sing uh, nicer leh.
Yy: -.- i knew it! i knew it! you wont be so nice and say this kind of things one.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i know damn mean right. sorry.
but i started laughing sia each time when i think abt it.
hahah. i actually miss going to school uh. maybe not school. i miss my friends. laughing like one maddie in class. making noises. playing cards. singing songs. play games at tm's Iphone.(damn funny.) disturbing one another. haha. funny, but Mr Tan would find it dman weird if im quiet for the whole day. like that time, Mr Tan came up to me and said,
Mr Tan: Hafizah are you okay? you were so quiet these few days.
H: HUHH? nothing uh. why?
Mr Tan: no la. i just find it weird. you usually you would be the one Mr Tan! Mr Tan! walking here and there. disturbing others. laughing. did smth hppn?
H: no laaa. really nothing.
HAHAHA. actually that time really got smth hppn uh. but i forgot what. wahh, i didnt know im so noisy in class uh. i rmb waking Yiying up with my singing. i think. and oh waking tm up also when i was playing games at his Iphone. i forgot. hahah. if you see me in my malay class, totally diff uh. im really quiet k. enough of my nonsense uh.
Goodbye.
I MISS MY FRIENDS UH. :(
1:09:00 pm
Thursday, 18 June 2009
another essay done. heee. oh i didnt do any essays yesterday cos i fall asleep while thinking of what to write. hahaha. did the third essay. yes! halfway through my essay, me and Shadiqin took some photos together. haha. its so fun studying with your own brother. at times uh. depends. HAHAHAH. i know im supposed to be concentrating on the essay. butttt, i ran out of ideas of what to write. AGAIN. soooo, we started taking picturesssss laaaa :D
we started to get serious cause, we realised that we've been spending too much time taking photos. i wanna get to my computer before class starts and Shadiqin wanna play soccer with his friends. sooo, we started to chiong!
wahhhhh. i miss doing composition!! primary school got so many helping words! pictures to help us create more ideas and its so much more easier. essaysssss, only give us one sentence and we must create 240 words out of it! tskkkkkkkkkk.
Primary School COMPO.
Secondary School ESSAY.
anyways, after im done with the essay. which was like finallyyyyy. i went to look through my stuffs at my memory box and i saw my Diary. awww. my 2009 Diary. i miss writing at my Diary. where i pen down all my thoughts. when im sad, happy, angry and all sorts la. haha. and when ive got nth to write, i started drawing. pasting stuffs my friends drew. hahaha.
(i know damn ugly.) HAHAHAH.
H A F I Z A H. cheh cheh cheh. HAHAHAH.
Goodbye.
5:23:00 pm