you always smile but in your eyes,
your sorrow shows.
your sorrow shows.
1:30:00 pm
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HAFIZAH;
going on seventeeeen,
hafi-zah@hotmail.com
Monday, 31 August 2009
1:30:00 pm
Sunday, 30 August 2009
was really bored. i decided to look through my received files. and i saw Azzeeda's birthday prezzie we made for her. the video!! hahahha. the chocolates and all. the suprises. ughh. i miss my cousins already.
10:00:00 pm
Friday, 28 August 2009
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
forget about your third wish.
its never gonna happen.
and even if you've gained them, keep it for yourself. :)
i miss reading your goodnights msg in the middle of the night. :O
I see ever after,
There's a place for two,
In your tears and laughter,
I'll be there for you.
If you need a friend,
call out to the wind,
To hold you again,
it will be me.
8:13:00 pm
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
so the words lie, as they always do?
_, i miss those times we laughed at each others joke.
anyways, a car almost bang me this morning. if not for Sabrina, i bet i'll be (dk where) already. hahaha. okay. im exaggerating. im tired. the hot weather + fasting = :(
wish the time could just go faster. i mean for today only. to 7.13pm. cause by then i'll be able to drink water already. HAHAH! okay. maybe i dont want time to pass so fast either. cause that means, i'll have lesser time to studyyyyyy for my N's. sigh.
THIRTEEN MORE DAY TO ENGLISH PAPER. ;/
oh my, i better continue with my testimonial.
and you you you! cheer up alright? <3
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humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.
You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.
5:50:00 pm
_, i miss those times we laughed at each others joke.
anyways, a car almost bang me this morning. if not for Sabrina, i bet i'll be (dk where) already. hahaha. okay. im exaggerating. im tired. the hot weather + fasting = :(
wish the time could just go faster. i mean for today only. to 7.13pm. cause by then i'll be able to drink water already. HAHAH! okay. maybe i dont want time to pass so fast either. cause that means, i'll have lesser time to studyyyyyy for my N's. sigh.
THIRTEEN MORE DAY TO ENGLISH PAPER. ;/
oh my, i better continue with my testimonial.
and you you you! cheer up alright? <3
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humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.
You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.
5:50:00 pm
Sunday, 23 August 2009
im bored and no one's online to entertain meeeeeeeeeeeee.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
-will take moreee. Gotta go for now. byeeeeeeee!
12:53:00 pm
Saturday, 22 August 2009
before i give up, lets have,
one last talk.
one last meetup.
one last smile.
one last hug.
and one last goodbye.
alright?
9:00:00 am
Friday, 21 August 2009
i can picture diary doing the action,
"you want size seven?"
"come kick me, come kick me"
plus the scenario,
"when my friend drop into the sea, i dont want save him"
i'll say, "u want rope? NOPE! say please?"
okay, youre really funny k.
HAHAHAHAHAH, my diary!
anyways, happy fasting to all muslims!
Goodbyeeee!
8:30:00 pm
"you want size seven?"
"come kick me, come kick me"
plus the scenario,
"when my friend drop into the sea, i dont want save him"
i'll say, "u want rope? NOPE! say please?"
okay, youre really funny k.
HAHAHAHAHAH, my diary!
anyways, happy fasting to all muslims!
Goodbyeeee!
8:30:00 pm
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
lets go camp.
i wanna do the makan cheer. and sing the songssss~
and the best part! campfire.
why sec 4 no camppppppppppppppppp.
:(
i still cant upload photos.
why oh whyyyyyyyyyy~
9:58:00 pm
i wanna do the makan cheer. and sing the songssss~
and the best part! campfire.
why sec 4 no camppppppppppppppppp.
:(
i still cant upload photos.
why oh whyyyyyyyyyy~
9:58:00 pm
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
tmrw malay o's result.
my teacher said, many did it badly. so the many (includes me).
:)
Goodbye.
9:19:00 pm
my teacher said, many did it badly. so the many (includes me).
:)
Goodbye.
9:19:00 pm
Monday, 17 August 2009
i feel so dumb.stupid. whatever.
firstly, i leftout some of my classmate names. now, after ive included their names, i realized i actually leftout my form teacher's name too. dont tell me i have to re-do everything.
ughhhhhhhh. am i dumb or dumb? tell me. @#$%^&*(#$%_#$%^&*(
:(
and i still cant upload photos at Blogger.
Greeeeaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttt.
8:35:00 pm
firstly, i leftout some of my classmate names. now, after ive included their names, i realized i actually leftout my form teacher's name too. dont tell me i have to re-do everything.
ughhhhhhhh. am i dumb or dumb? tell me. @#$%^&*(#$%_#$%^&*(
:(
and i still cant upload photos at Blogger.
Greeeeaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttt.
8:35:00 pm
Sunday, 16 August 2009
CLASS PHOTOS~
abang played for two teams. and both won! woohoo~
i know the pictures is like dman huge la. but i lazy wanna resize it. heheh.
i know the pictures is like dman huge la. but i lazy wanna resize it. heheh.
3:51:00 pm
i was super excited to upload all the photos i've took recently. but bloody hell. i dont know why but it seems like almost everyone cant upload photos. and theres too many photos for me to upload at photobucket asnd resize everything. im too lazy to do that. i wanted to post it at Facebook but i cant upload photos there too. and theres thing keep popping out. it says, ive to retart my comp. ive pressed restart later for the 787344431674 time lorrrrrr.
whatever la. anyways, congrats to Abang!
whatever la. anyways, congrats to Abang!
2:53:00 pm
Saturday, 15 August 2009
(October 23 - November 21): It´s hard to see where your life is leading these days, yet you believe that you would be happier if you knew for sure. Your thoughts are weighted down by responsibilities, so it´s difficult to imagine a solution to your current blues. Paradoxically, accepting the truth as it is -- even if it´s less than your ideal -- can put an end to your moodiness.
12:28:00 pm
Friday, 14 August 2009
Scorpio: When you travel back through your memories today, nostalgia can overtake you, reminding you that something is missing at home. But the real work is to take what you have in life now and project that into the future rather than regressing into your past. Lean on your most reliable friends for the emotional support you need.
HAHAHAH where you?
HA HA HA. okayy. how to understand you when you dont even trust me. maybe you think im selfish. unreasonable and whatnots. im defending my friend and theres nothing wrong about it. no wait. not defending. im telling you the facts. if you think that you cant accept it then theres nothing i can do. ive helped you so many times. no, not trying to imply on anything. i swear i dont expect anything in return. really. im sorry.
i regretted replying your text like that. i shoulve been neutral and not side anyone. okay. i guess i can only blame myself right? aiyoo. im so tired of all this. you claim you know me well but now, you should know whether you really do or not uh. understanding someone elses is something thats pretty difficult. i failed to understand someone though i would like to try. actually, i did try. its just that i did it the wrong way. where did i go wrong? youre nice, youre okay. youre sensitive and im fine with it. its perfectly fine to be sensitive at times too.
life's like this. things you dont want it to happen just have to happen. things you want it to happen to other people instead, actually happened to you. and when it happens too fast, you just cant seem to go with the flow. things will slowly become out of control and somehow, you wish you could change things like the way you wanted it to be. and at that point of time, you just wish some kind soul will grant any of your wishes now.
how can i ever explain to you how im feeling right now? ughh. nevermind. i dont think im making any sense here uh? forget it la. im done. i should stop asking qs to myself that will go unanswered.
cause i just need someone to understand me thats why im like this.
you can continue be like this. :)
Goodbye.
12:36:00 pm
HAHAHAH where you?
HA HA HA. okayy. how to understand you when you dont even trust me. maybe you think im selfish. unreasonable and whatnots. im defending my friend and theres nothing wrong about it. no wait. not defending. im telling you the facts. if you think that you cant accept it then theres nothing i can do. ive helped you so many times. no, not trying to imply on anything. i swear i dont expect anything in return. really. im sorry.
i regretted replying your text like that. i shoulve been neutral and not side anyone. okay. i guess i can only blame myself right? aiyoo. im so tired of all this. you claim you know me well but now, you should know whether you really do or not uh. understanding someone elses is something thats pretty difficult. i failed to understand someone though i would like to try. actually, i did try. its just that i did it the wrong way. where did i go wrong? youre nice, youre okay. youre sensitive and im fine with it. its perfectly fine to be sensitive at times too.
life's like this. things you dont want it to happen just have to happen. things you want it to happen to other people instead, actually happened to you. and when it happens too fast, you just cant seem to go with the flow. things will slowly become out of control and somehow, you wish you could change things like the way you wanted it to be. and at that point of time, you just wish some kind soul will grant any of your wishes now.
how can i ever explain to you how im feeling right now? ughh. nevermind. i dont think im making any sense here uh? forget it la. im done. i should stop asking qs to myself that will go unanswered.
cause i just need someone to understand me thats why im like this.
you can continue be like this. :)
Goodbye.
12:36:00 pm
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
the one that makes me smile everyday. :)
5:30:00 pm
went to fetch Hasyim from school since no one's at homeeeeee. and i bought sweets for him. heeeee. :) he got a mole just like me. hehehe.
*LAUGHS* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. (inside joke)
HAHAHAH. what a suprise back from school. thanks for tt drawing Yy! love you so much!
anws z, mom cooked your fav lehhh. the crab thingy. HAHAH.
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You tend to keep your emotions in check- your mind rules your heart. You try your best to hold your emotions back, as you don't like to appear vulnerable.You may be moderately successful and have enough energy to last you through the day.You are quite optimistic with a positive attitude to life- you won't let many things get you down. At times, however, you hide your emotions when you are feeling sad or lonely but generally you demonstrate a healthy balance between optimism and pessimism.You have an average ability to concentrate. You often have to force yourself to concentrate on minor details, especially for long periods of time.You are reliable and dependable and appear very outgoing and friendly.
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You tend to keep your emotions in check- your mind rules your heart. You try your best to hold your emotions back, as you don't like to appear vulnerable.You may be moderately successful and have enough energy to last you through the day.You are quite optimistic with a positive attitude to life- you won't let many things get you down. At times, however, you hide your emotions when you are feeling sad or lonely but generally you demonstrate a healthy balance between optimism and pessimism.You have an average ability to concentrate. You often have to force yourself to concentrate on minor details, especially for long periods of time.You are reliable and dependable and appear very outgoing and friendly.
**allow a close one to be a shoulder to cry on**
5:30:00 pm
Monday, 10 August 2009
and me, miss stupid. .___.
i do myself! ahahah. damn happy.
9:41:00 pm
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for.
-Jordin Sparks.
6:55:00 pm
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for.
-Jordin Sparks.
6:55:00 pm
Zonn + Hafizah = cuteness.
HAHAHAHAH.
-HAFIZAHHH says:
no you, boring sia
ZONNNN says:
what boring!
-HAFIZAHHH says:
i think i wanna offline too
ZONNNN says:
LOL
good !!!
then we can
meet in wonderland
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAH
ZONNNN says:
at th merry go round
-HAFIZAHHH says:
ok.
ZONNNN says:
at 5 ok?
haha
-HAFIZAHHH says:
meet at vivo k
HAHAHAAHHAHAHAH.
okay!
ZONNNN says:
LOL
WAH
-HAFIZAHHH says:
eh no.
ZONNNN says:
u made me smiled
LOL~
-HAFIZAHHH says:
Go escape
then can merry go round
heeeeee
yeay!
i make you :D
ZONNNN says:
LOL
LOL!!!
nono
i plan!
we meet at
-HAFIZAHHH says:
you made me too.
ZONNNN says:
downtown east
the busstop
u take 5 with me!
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAHAH.
in wonderland?
ZONNNN says:
LOL
then we reach alrd
we go escape
then we go www
then aft tht
we go changi airport buy ticket
go wonderland
settled?
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ZONNNN says:
hahaha
oh my god
LOL!!!
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAH.
okayyy.
you must be effing tired
lets go sleep.
im so thoughtful.
^^
ZONNNN says:
LOL!!!
reli?
-HAFIZAHHH says:
yesssssssssssssssssss.
ZONNNN says:
wait
plan stil deal or not?
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAH.
which one?
ZONNNN says:
the
wo..nder..land?
haha
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAHAHAH.
of course on.
ZONNNN says:
ok
if i neh see u how?
-HAFIZAHHH says:
i very long didnt see you alr leh.
ZONNNN says:
YES
so i grant u a wish
-HAFIZAHHH says:
hmm, then we go the pirate ship there.
ZONNNN says:
to see me !
LOL
OK
then aft tht
ill kip yawning
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAHA.
you wont.
ZONNNN says:
wa
-HAFIZAHHH says:
i'll be there very fast.
ZONNNNsays:
we go play th water slide tht one
DAMN FUN!!!
-HAFIZAHHH says:
after i offline i'll be there.
you dont late horrr.
ZONNNN says:
haha ok
hurry!!!
-HAFIZAHHH says:
HAHAHAHAHA.
ZONNNN says:
going 5 alrd
-HAFIZAHHH says:
okok.
ZONNNN says:
ltr th aeroplane take off
haha! don wait for us
-HAFIZAHHH says:
hahaha.
okok.
waitttt.
ZONNNNsays:
16 more mins last bus
hahaha bye!!
ZONNNN says:
pushes luggage*
to th bus
bye!!!
tell me she's childish please. HAHAHA.
i wonder is there any of your friends like her? meet in wonderland? at the merry go round.
WHATTHEHELL. HAHAHAH.
still you made me smile. <3
Goodnights Z!
4:29:00 am
forget it. you wont understand.
2:29:00 am
Sunday, 9 August 2009
woohoo! camwhoring during late night = funnnnnnn.
i spent my Friday night taking photos with Kak Sheilaaaaa. weehee~
we took a total of 221 photos. lazy to upload all uh.
both: lets go find smth to wear la.
we went to my aunt's wardrobe and tried on her stuffs.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
-started off by wearing just the hatttt.
-then the shawl. we look like some terrorists sia. hahahah. or the ghost that can see the eyes only. you knoww, they called it the kumkum.
started to wear my aunt's coat. HAHAHAHA. chey, like at Australia like tt uh. can laa. switch on the air con then the coldness there already. need the snow only.
camwhoring + laughing at the same time really makes my tummy hurts. HAHAHHA but still, i had fun. :)
step sexy uh. hahahha.
under the .. uh we called it, the romantic light. hehe.
thennnn, i self obsessed abit uhhh.
look like some professional photographer hor?
HAHAHAH. eh! but i can take really nice photos ah!
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Kak Sheila told me about something that really made think. how true. why let something or someone make you unhappy? youve got alot of good friends. happy family, great cousins. why bother? be happy and thankful youve got all these good people to rely on. during you're happy/sad/angry/excited. whatever. you name it.
heeee, thanks for making me feel a whole lot better man! love you.
i love love love my Fridayyyy.
HELLO SINGAPORE. HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY K!
12:25:00 am
Friday, 7 August 2009
Define Bestfriend pleaseee.
bla: you damn bastard sia. (sigh)
(from the book, the child called 'it')
- with the little hope i had was gone, i no longer had the will to carry on. but still, those challenges ive gone through has indeed somehow made me feel immensely stronger inside. (:
hope + faith = randomly put together into something meaningless.
happiness = letters/words which only meant for fairytales.
how true. (im so loving the current storybook im reading.)
5:43:00 pm
bla: you damn bastard sia. (sigh)
(from the book, the child called 'it')
- with the little hope i had was gone, i no longer had the will to carry on. but still, those challenges ive gone through has indeed somehow made me feel immensely stronger inside. (:
hope + faith = randomly put together into something meaningless.
happiness = letters/words which only meant for fairytales.
how true. (im so loving the current storybook im reading.)
5:43:00 pm
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
i miss mom. :(
hurry get well soon k! its no fun staying at the hospital ALONE. :(
i wish i could stayover and pon school tmrw. :(
its been a long day. im so tired. i dont feel like going school tmrw but screw the prelims. i HAVE to go. sigh.
10:14:00 pm
Sunday, 2 August 2009
EDITED! :)
[DRESS CODE: BLACK/WHITE.]
EXCEPT FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIRL. :@
I actually played almost all of the games there. hehe. except for the last game where you'll have to dance like Michael Jackson. hahaha. that game, i cannot make it k. i love the food there, the games, the people there, the prizes tooooo! and most of all i love the birthday girl! heeeee. i know im like damn sweet kan!
anyways, i had fun at the party yesterday! <3
thanks for accompanying me Z! really nice of you. :)
not supposed to blog, but heck!
3:50:00 pm