L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore can

some things are always left incomplete.

yesterday night i was still thinking about your reply.

that short and simple reply of yours.

speechless. (:

somehow, i think i miss school.

rot at home everyday aint fun. i want my phone back. :(

i miss texting. :(

someone whom i used to be very close to cheered me on when my life got ugly. and now im leaving him behind when he needed me the most.

everyone around me aint feeling happy. and i dont know why.

they say, if you see someone without a smile, give them yours. :D :D :D :D

im giving mine, but they arent taking it. :(

this spells, i m a su c k e r.
cheer up, the worst has yet to come.

Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu,

When someone smiled at me today,

I started smiling, too.

I passed around the corner, and someone saw my grin

When he smiled I realized, I'd passed it on to him.

I thought about that smile, then I realized its worth,

A single smile, just like mine

could travel round the earth.

So, if you feel a smile begin,

Don't leave it undetected

(:

o h m y g o s h.
baby, comfort me please. :(

Losing everything is at the same time the scariest, as well as the most liberating experience you can have. When you have something, - anything, you've got to protect it from disappearing. And so worry becomes a resident in your heart. When you've got nothing, your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you received.

yes, helpless. i dont know what i can do to make you feel better. im sorry. when im feeling down, you did everything you could to cheer me up. and when its your turn, all i could say was, cheer up. cheer up. sheesh. i wish i could just twist the story and there will be happy ending. yeah, - wish. wishes wont come true. i forgot. seeing you like this makes me feel more guilty. who encouraged you to do this kinda thing in the first place? -me. and now who keep telling you to just forget about it? -me again. yes me. who else? ugh. pissed. who ask me to macam faham? no one but me. so yeah. who can i blame? no one else but me. damn it.

everything is in a mess. as much as i want to clear this matter up, but again, maybe i shouldnt interfere. but i cant possibly just wash my hands off everything righttttt? now tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do? this whole thing is just crazy. really.

i hope. yes hope, that you guys will really talk things out. and i know maybe after this whole thing, things will no longer be the same. but whatever it is, i hope you and me will still be like how we used to be yeah? sigh.

knowing that your backups suck more than you do, and wont be sent in to help, take the punishment and continue to endure.

first you say you wont.
then you say you will.
you keep me hanging on.
and we're not moving on.

exam's over. yes like finally. now i dont have to feel guilty playing comp. :) so many things are happening right now. sigh. damn tired.

its funny how everyone can get over about something so easily while i cant.

okay, last paper tmrw. im not studying. wish me luck. :(

can you make me smile like how you used to? anyways, really sorry Teckmeng. i forgot to call you. i was super tired yesterday. really. tonight k? cheer up.

Hi to you. Im sorry for being mad at you ytd. :(

im so mad. but so what right? you wont even care.

i just realized, yesterday was Chee Hooi's birthday. Happy belated birthday Chee Hooi! (:
yesterday was .... i actually said it. oh my gosh. but i mean it. :/

nice date ytd? i think so too. :D HAHAHA!

5 papers down. 3 more to go.

i think.

Goodbye! (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOVE! <33

more to come. proper update real soon!
Goodbye! (:

HELLO ZONNNNNN! HURRY ONLINE. I WANT THE PHOTOS! HEEEEE. :D